No reason

I think that I been gettin fucked up for too long
Fucked up for too long

I wanna say sorry to my family
To the people who always helped me
Even though I was living so selfishly
I just wish they could see the things that I have seen
I wanna learn how to not harm me
Cause late at night my thoughts are fuckin haunting
I got this pain so deep inside
It drives me insane but it keeps me alive

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I was just a tweaked out kid
Didn’t know I’d end up like this
Thought that sadness was just a phase
Now I’m paying to phase out everyday
I ain't never had no direction
Used to look in glass pipes for reflections
Never meant to put yall thru this
I just can’t grasp why I fucking exist

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in