Let me die

If everything's goin' right
Then why does it feel so wrong
I think I'm scared of the light
I think I'm scared to go on

I need some opiates now
I need some sadness to drown me
I'm not good at bein happy
I'm only good at bein lonely

These feelings, they don't feel like me
I'm distant from who I used to be
I'm glad that I changed, I am
But I don't think I'll stay as I am

I don't want love I want drugs
I don't want love I want drugs

Stop fuckin bein so nice
I don't deserve this
Please let me just die

I don't want love I want drugs
I don't want love I want drugs