Blood and water

Oh God, you felt so real in my head
If I had followed you to death what would've happened then?
Would I fly up to the sky and stay in my dirt bed?
With a stone above my head engraved, they said I need a rest
I've got something I've been meaning to say
Is it enough that we eat, sleep, dream and decay?

And after I live, love and lost, will my bones turn back to dust?
And if I pray, can I have one more day if I don't want to leave?

'Cause me, I try, do my best, do what I can
I've seen them bending over backwards for it
I'm just trying to teach him how to love
With open arms, 'cause this is different
This is blood, it's not enough to say you're hurting and I can't help you out

I've got something I've been meaning to say
Is it enough that we eat, sleep, dream and decay?
After I live, love and lost
Will my bones turn back to dust?
And if I pray, can I have one more day if I don't want to leave?
Oh, I don't want to leave
'Cause this is blood, it's not enough to say goodbye

And I failed, I can't
Leave my brother behind
'Cause I can't leave my brother behind
'Cause I can't leave my brother behind