...and forgotten

O how I wonder
What it is
To die in your arms

I hold your body
To the light
And see your fear

Of bleak daydreams
And losing yourself
In the night

Lost forever
In the mist
You're happy and sad

Closed and open
With lust filled
Empty heart

Screaming poems
Of the beauty that I was
Before I stopped breathing

Before our corpses were crossed
Naked and perfect
Intwined forsaken and lost

So please forgive me
For the time
I left you alone

To face Night
And the Mare that ran through the streets

It had snowed for ages
November was cold and alone

And forgotten
And I was still at home

I hope that you're alone now
I hope you're always afraid

I hope that you're crying
I hope your dreams are too late

I know I am dying
I hope I'm not on my own
I hope there's music
In the end…