Secret memoires

Why you are not here with me?
For I am losing Faith
I open up my wounds once more
And see of what I'm made

I try to dance my pain away
And let the music take my fear
But in despite of coming day
My dark is always near

I cried out into the night
And I try to forget it all
But I'm trapped and I can't escape
And again I start to fall

**Rape my body, I'm all alone
And I'll hide your secret words
Hello Paranoia, hello Paranoia**

I cannot leave this place behind
For I am bound to stay
Like the person wandering in my dreams
I'm waiting for a better day ...