Invite me in

So just invite me in
The depression takes too long
I will do you no harm
For I have been away for far too long

Please let me stay
Just for a while so that I can get away
From the pain that lives inside

So just invite me in
If I could count the days, I would give up too soon
I would throw it all away, just to be around you

In utter chaos I was born, in utter chaos I will soon glow
Ever since I was a child, I have been dreaming of how it would be to die

So just invite me in
Before the noose breaks my neck
Hanging above the ground
I have paid my amends