Bitter gaze on glory days

Another year has come and passed
And each one kills more than the last
To keep finding myself awake at night
In my dreams I'm left behind

My once strong soul has nearly died
It's so hard to say I tried
And I just can't control when I fade away
From here

When I remember who we were
I can't tell if I prefer
The silence or the screams
I guess that you could say I'm fine
But you don't see through eyes like mine
The bitter gaze on glory days
I wanna leave behind
I wanna leave behind
My once strong soul had nearly died
And I've been left behind

Remember when we used to dream
I never knew what it would mean
And now I find myself caught in my own way

Remember when we pushed and shoved
To hold the things we thought we loved
And now I'm getting sick of all the best ones

When I remember who we were
I can't tell if I prefer
The silence or the screams
I guess that you could say I'm fine
But you don't see through eyes like mine
The bitter gaze on glory days
I wanna leave behind
I wanna leave behind
My once strong soul had nearly died
And I've been left behind

Now when I fade back
To past attack
Can't react fast to
Strike our match from the record

Can't escape that as I fall back
Can't erase scraps of the past
That clasp
Can't escape that as I fall back down

When I remember who we were
I can't tell if I prefer
The silence or the screams
I guess that you could say I'm fine
But you don't see through eyes like mine
The bitter gaze on glory days
I wanna leave behind
I wanna leave behind
My once strong soul had nearly died
And I've been left behind