Never go back

Tell me who my friends are
I know I haven't sailed that far but
I'm still just a kid
And life is still out there to live
Don't rush me into nothingness
It takes some time to make success
You know that I've been putting in my best

And now all of a sudden I feel incredibly alone
Waking up to darkness well I guess that feels like home
I should have known it wouldn't last things never stay the same
Who was I to think that people liked me that they want to stay

Tell me what's been going on
Falling in and out of love
All the gold fades to black
And somewhere left behind a heart attack
I swear that I can never go back

Deep down I know
I miss my dad I miss my home
And on some level I'm a joke
But what's wrong with a laugh I know
That nothing just gets better
Sometimes you have to brave the weather
Getting past that shit
Is worth it know I've worked for this

And now all of a sudden I feel incredibly depressed
My mind and body overworked my veins they run with stress
I should have known it wouldn't work out nothing ever does
Cause it was dumb of me to think it would to think I was enough

And somewhere in this galaxy
There's gotta be someone who loves me
Somewhere in the great beyond
Is someone I can always count on
Oh I swear I can never go back