Feel better

I'll never let you in
You're not getting another chance
I've seen what you do what you did what you done
And you're not worth a second glance

And I've been facing the side effects
Of my long regrets and my worst ones yet
Are the ones I've acquired through you
And all the shit that you done that you did that you do

I'm not looking to feel better
I'm not done with holding on
Leaving footprints just in circles
Change is a stranger to me

So tell me what the fuck has changed
Who am I now that I'm here
I've got blackened lungs
And a dirty tongue and a mind undone
And a lack of love
So just let me hurt

I'm not looking to feel better
Change is a stranger