Falling through absu

I knew this would happen,
And I hurt her in the process,
Decendence into Abyss of the mind,
Swallowed, consumed us and all I know,

Malfeseance of personality,
In this pit where life cannot thrive,
The gates finally collapsed,
Hell and Heaven collide, become one,

Anger, Fear, Love, Hate, Life, Death, FUCK!,
Is this shit even worth my time?,
Will I ever return from the Abyss?,
Abyss I created myself, death unto you,

Monster of my dreams,
It finally killed me,
A shadowy mental hell,
Here I dwell indefinitely...