Can't catch up

Everything in this room is still the same.
Can't express myself got no one to blame.
But me, myself trapped in for real.
My bad, I'll change for you and kneel.
I tried counting all the steps.
The surrounding world gone left behind.
Lost the count it's all a mess.
Keep on staring. Never mind.
Can't catch up with myself, can't tell if it was the fate.
I tried my best but I was all too late
When nothing turns out planned.
There're no more words to say.
Leave it all behind and walk another way.
It's getting hard to breathe don't know if I'm alive.
Too many steps without you, by my side.
The ground collapsed under my feet.
There was no man to help me back up on the street.
I'm loosing the grip. I'm loosing you.
I'm loosing control. Yeah I'm loosing you.
Can't catch up with myself, can't tell if it was the fate.
I tried my best but I was all too late
When nothing turns out planned.
There're no more words to say.
Leave it all behind and walk another way.