Girl of my nightmares

It's funny how it seemed so real
But that was how I used to feel
Now I'm done with that
I'm over the past

But you keep reappearing there
You are the girl of my nightmares
I don't want anything from you, no

So carve out my heart again
And sell it to your friends
At least I'd have a reason
Not to fall in love again

Because I'm so sick of dreaming of you
Because I know in my heart it's not true
That's why every time you come my way
I wake myself up to spare me the pain

It's not like I've been missing you
So why do you keep coming through
These hollow scenes of love
I don't want part of

I'm going crazy from these lies
That I create with my own eyes
Subconscious thoughts of you are killing me

Carve out my heart again
And sell it to your friends
At least I'd have a reason
Not to fall in love again