Point of no return

I had tons of things to do,
But I couldn't bare myself to tell you the truth.
I couldn't face your pretty face.
But I was on my way.
I had tons of things to say,
But it was all to late.

The ground opend under my feet.
A man tried to help me back up on the street.
But I knew that I would fall.
Yes I knew that I would fall.
Every begining leads to an ending,
It's so unfair.
Don't know were to begin,
In this world if you're not there.

You're not there!
I had tons of things to pay,
But It was all to late.
My world opened under my feet.
No one could ever get me back up on the street.
So I knew that I would fall.
And I'm ready to take this fall.
You don't have to worry about me