Hope has vanished within my heart

Grief has consumed my heart
In days when I thought I wouldn't last
Not without you at least
My nights are filled with painful memories
The paintings you gave me
Hanging on my wall which has now turned into lacerations on my body
But you don't care

I know you don't
Fully focused on forgetting me
When you were here I already felt forgotten
Now I lie in bed
Not wanting to move
Not wanting to breathe
Life has become something of misery
Hope has vanished within my heart
I don't feel a reason to see the sunrise again
Not now
Not without you
What's the point in even existing
If I can't exist with you