Tears of a silent rain

I want to say I'm sorry for things
I haven't done yet
Though I'm bleak
And tomorrow is distant, I'll never
Leave from this silence
Soft tears
Are my only comfort
I need to
Find myself
Through nightmares
Of the mind
A psychotic urge of mental
Progression before all the years have
Gone and all the halls darkened
I have passed the time, when the mourners
Mourn
The dead end bleakness of
Adulthood was a tale of two
Wasting away in a lonely mind
The words of a silenced man speak
To the past
The tears of a silent rain
Sad natures sadness
Mistakes that take
Us apart, I have left this life before
Changes that were never meant to be
You will never be alone, not within my memory
Run away, but I will remain
I want to be alone