Somewhere in my hearth

Laying in the sand, watching the
Waves crash, looking into the sky
You're my shooting star
That never fades away, even in
Dark you're there, always watching me
Helping me through life
Walking upon my shadow
I wish you had never left
Why did you take your life you were only 18
When you left home
And I have never been the same without you in my life

So I live and pretend, that you're still with me
Somewhere in my heart yours still beats
You broke my heart over and over again
Its funny to see me here
Bleeding on the floor, crying to myself
Never knowing how you could do this to me
I thought I meant something to you
But I was wrong and I still
Will always love you

I felt your breathing even after
I heard your voice, before I followed
You hurt me so much
I have lost so much in life
And I have cried and cried
For some one to help me
And you all walked past
What would happen if you
Were in my place? I cant say
I'd help you, and I don't blame you for anything
You just didn't care and left
It's the cold shoulder of life