Breathing thin air

With eyes in the ceiling and all that I think of is you
Sadness is creeping like animals, weeping
Be true
It's growing inside me this feeling I'm mourning for you
Believing that nothing is something is foolish,I know
But simply perceiving will tatter me awfully and it surely won't take us afar
Banging so heavily to all of your flattery,damn it, you know that it hurts

At night all alone
I beg you come home
Doubts touch me gently:"oh,maybe","could it be"
Feeling so deeply murder in all I did
I decided for everyone but me

Mournful thoughts through my head
Troths failed to keep
I've only betrayed myself

Trying to bare
Breathing thin air

Been trying so hard to forgive Feeling so alone, my dearest can't help me out
Leaving has set many things All you said was misleading

Trying to bare
Breathing thin air

The most out of everything A yearning for peace at least outside of me
Even smiles from my enemies I'm stll searching for it

Trying to bare
Breathing thin air
I'm too easily in flames
This way I'll send them all away

Everything you said was deceiving
You defeated me
You shouldn't have been with me
But you should have after
I can't thank you for anything
Except for leaving
You know some things can't be forgotten
But I know you will

Now with different eyes I look around with a new conscience of myself
Hide youself with all you stupid certainties, now leave my life

Loneliness isn't a good friend
Nevertheless I found myself
Enstablishing a new balance
Now I know that everyone is precious
But as the night falls,my strength goes along with her

Everything you said was deceiving
You defeated me
You shouldn't have been with me
Stopped breathing
I can't thank you for anything
I'm breathing thin air

Now I've got to let this sadness go
Take the lost control and leave you out alone
Sick and tired of childish regretting
No use for a regretful behaviour
By now it should be quite clear that my pensiveness can't be endured
I don't want to compromise with you at all

Need some time to get you off my mind
Want someone around just to ease my mind
Feel the need for friends you just can't replace
Because avoiding you has been the greatest aspect of it all