By the darkness

My sigh dim by the pain
Can't see the reality again
All my destinies vanished into thin air
The hope of life is discounted

Defeated by the darkness
Defeated by our pain
Disappears the courage
Disappears every hope
Learning to escape
Learning to hate

But the fire is not extinguished in my fireplace
I can see the obscurity broken by the splendor
There are other many dazzling flames and I don't want to run away

Defeated by the brightness
Defeated by our love
The fear disappears
With all the insicurities
Learning to cry
Learning to carry on

Here in front of the waning moon
The sky breathes upon me and seems a cloth of emotions
Full of portraits of the real life
An imitation of the human's dream of fright

Memories of tears and my heart was broken
Killing slowly every piece of my fragmentary brain

Raped by my own thoughts
The pain is still inside of me

I feel the noseblood on my lips
It's bitter like a smile
And burns like a vivid flame

I try to run away
To find a better way
But trying to live again
I find a strongest lay

In the botom of the glass there's always some sugar left
And I want to taste it but I know it will be hard
Can you hear my shout
I wanna fight, but not to die
I'm struggling but I'm not dying, I'm just arising

I licked the noseblood from my lips
Was sweeter than I thought
But I was too dumb to notice it

Melodies of reborn accross jagged mountains
Nothing is obscured in the new dimension of my life

I'll defeat the darkness I try to run away
I'll defeat the pain To find a better way
I'll defeat the insicurities But trying to live again
Overcome the pain I find a strongest lay