Nicotine days

Battered by your biting sarcasm
I don't wanna be
Feasting on your table decked with empty words
Had rather not be there
You've raised all the walls to keep me from escaping but I got rid of them
Your silent prison stuffed with all of my dejection
I leave it all to you

Embodyig this circle of contraddiction
I aim for the creation of new directions
There's who thinks I'll probably get insane but I'll tell him where to find his right way
Chosing away my favorite dreams I discover to have some better ones
So I deceive myself to meet them to make them mine
Hoping it's the best thing in order to seek revenge

Nervous as not even a flooded river
Lost the track of the cigarettes that I smoked
Suddenly I found out my muse had hidden
But somehow I've been able to take her back to me
And you told me it was just one of my ghosts

This is just for you
And what you put me through

This is just for us
Remember at last

Maybe it's just for me
No more agony

This is just for you
This is just for us
Maybe it's just for me
No more agony

I leave it all to you
I leave them all to you

Without you I'm starting to hate myself again
You are here and I'm already crying
Help me if it's still you cause I don't belive you are
The idea of asking myself who you are still frightens me
But I know you'll always live in me
Your presence is in my dreams
But please forgive me and I'll forgive you all