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You are not available right now
I'm sad now
I cry wow
I'm feeling depressed and miserable
That's a strange effect
But you're unforgivable
Help me God
Even if the odds arent in my side
I wont hide
From my responsibilities
I have my capabilities
Why you won't answer now
You told me it was going to be better
But I don't feel any better now
I called you but you are not available right now
I'm sad now
I cry wow

You are not available right now
You told me this time would be good for us
Plus you said we would still talk
That's simply a lie
I just wanna pick up my glock
Then look at your eyes
And finally shoot you
*Bum bum*
End all this fake suffer that you made up
So you could eventually stop talking to me
You are like a fake doll filled whit makeup

I don't get it
After everything
Why you did it?
I feel like you messing whit my feelings
Sad all evenings
And I'm stupid pursuing you
I'm crazy to try talking to you
Why I still care?
It's something in my software
To care for people I like
But you are not like this
You don't care, you don't share
The same feelings I do
But then everything I do
I do it for you
That's the difference
To care or not to care
We are always in discordance
Even after everything I did
I was waiting some apologies
But I guess I can't wait anything from you
Cruel, heartless, brutal
I was trying to be useful
But this is a loop
I call you
You don't answer me
I see you
You don't look at me
I cry for you
You don't cry for me
I'm sad wow