All or nothing

Furthest from my mind
Felt it deep inside
A momentary lapse of reason
Grief stricken more than pride

My pride
I tried but you gave it all away

An illusion not real
So helpless to feel
So hard to regain
The moments we steal

Now I’m left to set aside
The feelings I’ve applied
Found a flaw in your devotion
Revealed by the test of time

Of time
I tried but you gave it all away

An illusion not real
So helpless to feel
So hard to regain
The moments we steal

I’m not done with you yet, the games that you played
I’m not done by a long shot, the heartache and trauma revealed
I’m not done with you yet, the games that you played
I’m not done by a long shot, the heartache and trauma revealed

You grin while you bear this charade, this deception
So zealous to piss on my good intentions
So bold and affronting, this naked aggression
And since it’s inception I’ve lost all direction