Blue flame fire song (the suicide world)

At the edge of spitting contempt at myself
Losing all mountains to conquer once again
Losing all forever now I'll stay aground
Killing thoughts oh so divine
Gotta find another way to make it through
Gonna find a place to stay away from you

Gotta end these days of blues and look into the death
Gonna hide from you again

In suicide world, deep inside
In the cut veins of my soul

I'll be flying with the winds so unreal
Touch the pain and misery, much too real
Drink the wisdom and drown myself in this poison cup
Laugh at all mistakes I've done

In suicide world, deep inside
In the ripped veins of my soul

Paralyzed, soaked in grey lies
Let me live in my cage
Madness lies just a touch away
Make the sorrow go away

The sorrow never goes away

In suicide world, deep inside
In the torn veins of my soul

Gotta find some rest in the long forgotten joy
Heal the wounds of the past to feel safe in this void
This void and the sorrow never go away