Suspension

Waiting for an answer
Is there a light?
Holding to the memories that
Claim the days and haunt the nights

Hope is not a virtue
Just wasted time
Drowning in the memories that
Numb us to the truth of life

Too late to change what is
Never wanted you gone
I want more time
(Goddamn my pride)
Never wanted you gone

This can’t be real
Won’t let go without a fight
Just one more chance
To set the wrong back to right
It’s all I ask, and you know that I have to try
Cause I never lied,
I never lied when I said you are
The best part of my life

Nothing lasts forever
No point in asking “Why”
Expectations serve no purpose
Only reinforce the lie