I still bite my lips

I try and I try to get it
I generously wanted it and hope for it
For just a moment when I was by your side
I pretended not to know and I believed that it was mine

After I didnt see your smiling face for a long time,
I knew. I knew it was too hard to continue

I couldnt have your heart
And I was upset but I had to let you go
Holding onto your heart for an excuse of love seems too late now

I try and I try to forget it
But I still bite my lips
I try to live one day without you
And I pretend that nothings wrong and I sometimes laugh

What should I do?
My heart doesnt seem like itself
My eyes go blind because I miss you so much

Im like this, being the stupid fool I am
I only remember the moments when we loved
My heart and your heart, lost everything
And it is in pain...

The tears and the words saying that you will wait
I couldnt see them so I dont know
You're the one who's changed but why am I the one who's sorry?

I couldnt have your heart
And I was upset but I had to let you go
Holding onto your heart for an excuse of love seems too late now