Something

I pretended to be blunt and I pretended not to care
And I let you go without any hesitation
I hid all my remaining love and pain behind my laughter

Something as little as just one person leaving,
Has become merely a disease in my life
All the days we spent together,
Just becomes a light mark like a scar

At the end of my exhausting day I look at my reflection
And I see the deeply rooted scars and my tears are all thats left
I yearned for you so much that I secretly called out your name
And I covered my face afterwards

I acted like I independent because we separated
I tried being busy just doing this and that
It was so hard to forget
So I turned those painful memories into mere jokes

Something as little as just one person leaving,
Has become merely a disease in my life
All the days we spent together,
Just becomes a light mark like a scar

At the end of my exhausting day I look at my reflection
And I see the deeply rooted scars and my tears are all thats left
I yearned for you so much that I secretly called out your name
And I covered my face afterwards

You knew I couldnt let you go
And you left because you believed in me
As I get more and more worn out,
You'll come and see how miserable I am

I hope that by then I will be healed a little
And when I see you, I hope I will not hide
By then, please say that you know me
so I am able to look into your eyes
By them, please, dont give anyone this kind of scar ever again