Push you out

You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself
But I found somebody else
You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me
And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be
I won't take back what took me twenty years to give
Breath in, relax
It'll all be over soon
I won't take back what took me twenty years to find a way
To give away

You pushed and watched me fall away
You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself
But I found somebody else
You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me
And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be

Don't try to tell me I'm wrong, I've done this all before
It always ends the same. I always feel this way
Don't try to tell me I'm wrong, I've done this all before

It always ends the same. I have to walk away
You were an out of focus picture of a life I thought I wanted for myself
But I found somebody else
You were all the little things I'd hoped that life would bring to me
And I know I say I'm sorry all the time, but this is who I'll always be

I always said I'd leave here
Someday when I got the chance
I never said I'd take you with me when I left
I always wanted to be so much better than this
But I'm so sorry I don't think that I can