I owe you everything

You made me who I am
So I’m sorry if I let you down
I know you didn’t think I’d be here now
And I couldn’t find a way to tell you
How I’m grateful for you
I never made it easy
I sheltered my feelings
I didn’t want you to see me
When I was broken and bleeding

Always know that I’d be there if you ever needed me
Because you’ve been there for me every fucking time
I hope you know, I owe you everything
I hope you know, I owe you everything

You’ve seen me growing older
Searching for meaning in this life
I can feel you on my shoulders
Helping me to rise up from my grave
How could I forget?
It made me who I am
Everything you said
You don’t know what it meant to me
It kept me standing

I know all you want
And everything you need is all for me
And I hope you see
I hope to be everything you’ve wanted for me

Always know that I’d be there if you ever needed me
Because you’ve been there for me every fucking time
I hope you know, I owe you everything
I hope you know, I owe you everything

You’ve seen me growing older
Searching for meaning in this life
I can feel you on my shoulders
Helping me to rise up from my grave
How could I forget?
It made me who I am
Everything you said
You don’t know what it meant to me
It kept me standing

I’m dying to go back
I wish I knew what I had
I still take you for granted
I just never know what I have until it’s gone
And I’ve buried all the memories along the way
Until I’m lost, and I try to retrace my steps
But now they’ve faded away
I know that I came from something beautiful
And I'll make you proud of me
I swear I’ll make you proud
It made me who I am

I don’t want to live without you
I don’t want to let you go
You say you’re always with me
Why do I still feel so alone?